CHOI   LUCIEL ( 707 ) better known as SEVEN;   a hacker for the RFA [ Rika's Fundraising Association ]. He's known as the trickster of the group and often isn't taken seriously. Brought in to the group by Rika and V at an early age he felt as if he found a new family. After Rika's suicide he seemed to mask his pain by more jokes and pranks ( mostly on Yoosung. ). He will work for anyone who is willing to pay and seems to be the " best of the best ". Seven is very out-going and happy-go-lucky; the others of the association will often call him a freak or odd due to the fake nature of his personality. Reality the story goes much deeper, of course no one believes the guy who plays jokes.

INDIE . SELECTIVE & PRIVATE
707 ; LUCIEL CHOI
MYSTIC MESSENGER.
ESTABLISHED SEP 28TH, 2016

Some families can be the best pillars and nest, but some can be the worst.
MUN & MUSE +18
MATURE CONTENT AHEAD

EASTERN STANDARD TIME, EST.
PORTRAYED BY KAIDEN
MALE ; HE / HIM

CLASSIFIED:

THEY HAD TOLD HIM OF THIS MAN. could he really call him such? he heard the voices that talked of their newest acquisition, heard the way they sighed in resignation at his resilience   /   rejection. WAS THERE ANYTHING FOR HIM TO DO? he felt that pang in heart, in chest. felt the claws of the hounds ready to condemn him for his inaction. dear God above, grant him the strength. grant him the ability of absolute healing. give him the gift to save, save, save, save                      

it’s not long before he’s summoned, a gentle hand within hair and Her voice soothing his worries. (   ‘   GO TO HIM, MY ANGEL.   ‘   /   ‘   HEAL THE SICK.   ‘   ) and so heavy chain wrapped around neck is lifted, the end used as if a leash trailing behind him. it rattles softly as bare feet make their way towards the cells ( HE SWEARS HE FEELS THE LIGHT DISAPPEAR FROM THIS PLACE, FEELS THE LIFE DRAIN FROM HIS VERY ESSENCE   /   VESSEL. DEAR GOD, DON’T LET THIS DEMONIC AURA STEAL YOUR FAITHFUL SERVANT. )

darkness is a strange thing. unwanted, yet needed   ;   a necessary component in the ever changing equation of life. it grows while corroding, thrives off of the toxic   /   damaging   /   destructive. yet it brings a salvation all it’s own. ( BUT IT IS NOT THE PARADISE THEY ALL SEEK. IT IS NOT THE SANCTIFICATION THEY HAD BEEN PROMISED. A FALSEHOOD. A LIE. LIAR, LIAR, LIAR, LIAR                 )

he doesn’t like it. he wants it gone.     grant me the strength to erase the dark, amen.   

he hears him before he sees him. he does as he’s told, does as he’s been instructed. when the retching begins, he knows he should leave. ( YOU HAVE DONE YOUR DUTY, FOLLOWER OF SHE. HE IS NOT YOUR CHARGE. FORGET, FORGET, FORGET & THE GRACE OF HER WILL SHALL SET HIS PATH ANEW. )

he can’t. he can’t turn away.     mother forgive me for my sins.   ‘

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a knock, curiosity   /   concern   /   hurt sweeping through him. hands near shake, limbs heavy with the guilt of knowing he can do something. ( LET ME HELP YOU, SUFFERING BOY. LET ME EASE YOUR TROUBLES. ) eyes close as he breathes, lips softly whispering prayers beneath his breath before                    

                             ‘   we know you do not wish for this.   ‘   barely audible, a heat suffusing form as if soul glows, resonating what it means to be angelic. ( HIS BACK ACHES   /   HIS THROAT STINGS. DEAR LORD, HAVE MERCY ON THIS VESSEL. )   ‘   i am of Her will and His alike. God has told me to help. let me help you, follower.   

  I’m not a follower …. I’m a prisoner. ❜     his voice was sharp, cold. harsh in every way spitting acid towards anything kind.   IT WAS NOT KIND IT WAS MULTIPLICATION.    how many times had he been tied to a chair and whispered sweet words in order to give up information ,   himself ?    too many for someone his age. back pressed against wall mind twisting into anger and   MADNESS.     but not the kind  THEY  wanted.

his defenses were up, strong and supported by layers of brick.   brick on brick.    no wind or bullet could get through , not now , not yet. he stayed in the corner where the darkness stretched out and threatened to grab. snatch and ring the others neck. snapping twisting easily getting his way out. he could have done it , but he didn’t. chains rattled as his legs slightly adjusted head leaning against some sense of cool.   HOT , BURNING HEAT.    feeling as if his brain was melting , a fever. his body was slowly breaking itself down he wondered just how long until Rika or his own brother turned the gun to him and pulled the trigger.

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lids fell closed as he could feel the eyes of pity, hands reaching out to help. he did not reach back.      what ever happens to me … just make sure Saeran stays safe.      he clearly couldn’t do it.   TOO WEAK , TOO COWARDLY   it was his weakness and fear that caused all of this, didn’t it? maybe he should have grabbed their coats and ran away. the nearest temple, the nearest church. hiding away from the rain and slums, their mother. even if she beckoned with fake kind words he wouldn’t have let Saeran from his side. he always thought of his safety first , far beyond his own. and yet he had gone through years of torment without Luciel even knowing.      AND HE WAS TO BE BLAMED.

                       ❛  even if he tells you he’s fine … he’s never really fine. even if he tells you he’s happy … he’s not actually happy. even if he threatens to break every bone in my body   I want to be here for him.    please be my arms when my arms no longer work , please be my warmth when all of my warmth drains … be his guide to a better world.     I beg of you ,   don’t waste your time on me.

maybe it was the fever , the guilt , the years of hating himself. but for now he very well knew he wanted to die. why had God cursed him like this? why was he ever born. why was the innocence of the one good thing in his life corrupted into a hatred that went beyond his own. he swallowed roughly, the pain feelings of pins and needles sliding down. arms curling around himself as he stayed in the corner of filth and disgrace. lids falling closed as he drifted back into a long silence.

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