RYU HYUN:

                    he  doesn’t  LIKE  seeing  him  so  angry.                 it’s  painful  for  him  to  watch…                a  frown  pulls  at  the  corners  of  his  lips  ;  he  understands.             but  he’d  been  so  careful  !                  no  names   –  no  faces  !!              he  doesn’t  know  the  full  extent  of  luciel’s  background  –  the  people  who  could  hurt  him.                but  every  time  he  thought  about  it…                the  less  he  CARED.              maybe  it  was  foolish  of  him  to  be  willing  to  throw  everything  he’d  worked  for  away  if  luciel  needed  him  to.            it  was  the  impulsive  need  to  be  loved  that  blinded  him  here  –  he’d  never  had  someone  like  seven  before. 

                    his  head  bows,              crimson  hues  focused  on  the  floor  for  a  moment.                ❛     …      if  you’re  expecting  me  to  stay  you’re  right  –  to…             just  STOP  caring  about  you  because  it’s  safer  for  me…            then  you’re  going  to  be  disappointed.     ❜                he  moves  over  to  the  other  male  &  props  his  head  onto  his  shoulder,             a  silent  apology  for  his  actions  –  even  if  he  wasn’t  really  sorry…                 ❛     i  AM  proud  of  you.     ❜ 

                       fingers  move  to  rest  on  the  other’s  hips,                gently  digging  into  skin.                ❛     i  won’t  post  anymore  pictures  without  your  approval.              but  i’m  NOT  going  to  tell  the  world  i’m  single,            because  i’m  NOT.               even  if  no  one  can  SEE  you…             they’ll  know  that  someone  exists.    ❜

eyetwitch.     why was it so difficult to stay angry?     normally he was able to grasp onto   SOMETHING.   a line a feeling to keep himself going in order to make sure the other party would be scared away or at least hate him, get sick of him, leave him. and yet here he was leaning on him causing Seven to tilt his head upward blinking hues rapidly. a moment or two of silence and a deep sigh escaped him.   how stupid.    like a pouting puppy.      THE FOX & THE HOUND.

hand moved to cup the back of the elders head gently threading digits through silk snow. his eyes closing as he moved his head only slightly to press a gentle peck to temple.   maybe he had been too harsh    or maybe he wasn’t harsh enough. it was harder to push Zen away … he was his best friend. to lose him would hurt just as much as the day he had to walk away from Saeran. to lose anyone else the thought hurt     BUT ZEN WAS NEVER SUPPOSE TO CARE. he was suppose to be too annoying or Zen was suppose to have been with a girl by now. his jaw adjusted to crack slightly before an arm draped around larger shoulders.

                                 ❛  you make this very difficult … ❜     why did it have to be you?

lowering his head forehead pressed to forehead managing to get the others head back up slightly. lids falling closed as he gave a slight grumble of breath. wasn’t single. he didn’t know it was like an official thing. that thought made his chest tighten and his face heat. he should have walked away when he had the chance.    actually   he tried to, issue was … the singer was stubborn as a damn mule.    if Luciel took ten steps back, Zen seemed to take fifteen steps forward.